my vision

  when i was 17, 1grade in ig school, i went a retreat called 'good news schol' in first week of september. and There, I believe i jesus first of my life personally.
  nou only i was born a christian but also i have not absented even a day from church. but i didn't know what does cross mean for me. so when i was middle school boy, i became too skepticism though presented church everyday.
  But through this retreat, i saw how my being was so hopless, moreover i realized what does cross really mean to me and at the cross, what really happened.
  In course of retreat, there are time for calling to missionary. Pastor said "anyone who is given the heart of mission, stand up" but i said in my mind 'i can't do that', 'i have no right.' But that very moment, someone in my mind whisper to me "this is not your work, but i will do it and you will see"
This is my calling to mission. from that day my vision is missionary. yet i don't know where i have to go, what i have to do actually but there is one thing i can sure; he will do it though my life, and i will see obviously.