where is my money?

this is an diary.

During chuseok, after a long interval  i've met many relatives. we had a good time and i got a considerable sum of  poket money from them. so when i turn to home, i started to make a plan how to use money so that i would not waste it.
my plan went like this: tithe, buy a pair of trousers, some cosmetics, a pair of shoes, and many books. and i wrote down in my note.
i went book store with a note that is written what i ought to buy. after i paid for books, i count the money left. preposterously i blew half of money on books ! and i shouted in my mind 'Where they've gone ?!WHERE IS MY MONEY??!!'  At one time, my every plans are gone. all i have to do is just read a Grrreat deal of books with worn pants and shoes...
In korea, we have proverb that goes like this : the poket with holes. and this proverb is fit in to my situation.
thanks to today's happening, i learned about significance of forming a scheme tightly and practicing exactly.
actually, for now though i have to tighten my belt, somehow i feel fine with a matter as it is. because thay was fully my mistake and i know that once times had passed by and never come back again indeed.
all i can do now is just console to myself with reminding truth that book is valuable than any other stuffs..

Oct.4 2012. at the library